its now or never

Always on my mind.

2012-01-23T22:58:00.000+08:00

I'm sleeping through the dayI'm trying not to fade
But every single night I've just been lying awake
Cause I, I can't get you off my mind

I want to be best
I want to be worst
I want to be the gravity in your universe
And I, I want to be there to help you fly

First Love

2012-01-19T22:43:00.000+08:00

MINHO!!

KEY!!

TAEMIN!!

ONEW!!

JONGHYUN!!

THEY ARE DAYYYUM CUTE RIGHT???? <3 Melting hahaha fan-girl-ing in process!!

Infinite - Paradise + Be Mine

2012-01-19T22:00:00.000+08:00

Awesome performance again!! They are so hawt muahahaha love them <3

B2ST performed too but the videos are weird, their singing and the video don't match so
yeah..! THE PERFORMANCE IS GOOD EVEN THOUGH I MUTED THE VOLIME HAHAHAH!! :D Anw B2ST is coming to singapore for their concert, 3rd march i think wohooooo!! I need to save more, i have about $100 nowwww!! Cant wait to watch them perform live, cross fingers i''ll be able to get the tickets hehehe :D

PS: Can i take back my words? Nj is not that badddddd, i was just too stress!! Please come to nj please esp my ball juniors or any bballers hahah we can take in more appeals, we have 2 cedar girls girls already!! ^^ Contact me if you wanna come nj haha I'm like advertising njc lol funneh me!! :D

☺☺☺

2012-01-18T18:35:00.001+08:00

Helllu guys!!! :>
Its week 2 already!! Wohooo last day of the skl week tmr & we're off for cny break,
can't wait man hehehe!! Gotta thank God that skl's so far so gooood, managing my
time pretty well i guess yay!! I studied hard, played hard, rested hard. To me, good
time management is just not wasting time. Simple right? Haha!! Physics is still hard
though, i can't apply the concepts i learned hais... Nvm i'll continue to work hard, i
need to :> Oh ya i got 10/25 for my math test i didn't study for hahah!! if you get 8
& below you need to attend consolidation lecture tmr, lucky me phewwww!!

Met up with ASS today for their 'early birthday celebration'!! :> But there was no
cake hahah lol! Had lunch @ seoul garden @ clementi mall. The food was so so only,
i like the cookies and cream ice cream the best but i was too full to eat a second bowl
of it. Its just normal cookies and cream ice cream btw. So ya we chatted heheheh :>

I wanna thank God for a ball he created, named basketball. Even though its just a ball but without it i wouldn't have learnt many important lessons, got so much opportunities, gained valuable experiences and most imptly, i wouldn't have met such awesome teammates(friends) in life which i believe that our friendship will last forever and ever~ <3

Maybe 'I THOUGHT' too much..

2012-01-05T21:37:00.003+08:00

HAHAH PHOTO BOOTH IS AWESOME!! Be nice, don't judge me alright :>

How i wish there's someone beside me right now to camwhore with!!

I really really don't wanna do my gp hwk omgggg why oh why is JC life so stupid!!

I sat in front of the com for the whole day already!!! Wanted to start my gp hwk

but procrastinated zzzzzzzzzzzzz IM SUCHA FAILURE!!! I even went on to

watch '華麗的挑戰', the taiwanese drama that siwon & donghae starred in ^^v

I think the show is gooooood (Y) but its only out till ep2, gotta wait!!

This is how my mind looks like when i think about my gp hwk hehehe -.-

Wanna train/ball tmr, but I'm lazy to wake up and travel to skl.. Haissss I'm still as lazy as ever!!

The worst feeling is when you pretend you don’t care about something, when really it’s all you seem to think about.

MASK-WOMAN

2012-01-04T20:30:00.000+08:00

Decent photo first cos I'm afraid i'll scare the hell outta you later!!

IM USING THE MASK I BOUGHT FROM KOREA HEHEHEHEH

I LOOK SCARY HUH!! The green thing there represents my smile :) Haha cos

i think if not the photo will look freaky lol!!

GOSPEL UNDONE!!

2012-01-04T10:48:00.001+08:00

SHALOM :>

The Servers!! (The youths haha excluding isaac.)

I think we grew stronger in faith & also closer tgt!!

Games Group 3!! (Y)

Even though we only won once, but i think our group was ultra fun!!

Haha the guys were so funny!! Esp on the last night where they pulled up their

shorts & tucked in their shirts likka nerd -.- BOMBER MAN!!

Discussion Group 14!! ^^

We are the awkward group even though we are of the same age lol!!

Nobody talked during the first 2 sessions hahah but at least we opened up

after that :)

We look 50% alike, i thought i was freaking out when i look through the photos

we took tgt. At the first glance, we really look like sisters lol!! Maybe if i slim down,

IM GOING TO. We will look even more alike hahahha!!

LAST PHOTO AT THE CAMP!!

Gotta thank God for everything he had taught me during/through this camp :)

The speaker was good, bcos.. I DIDNT FELL ASLEEP!! He's really engaging &

we can relate to the examples he gave. Oh fyi, we had buffet for all our meals

for 4 straight days!! :O Breakfast, lunch & dinner!!

Don't worry, i only ate one serving each time ^^

IM ON MY WAY TO SKINNY SKINNY ME HAHAHH!! LOST 4KG!!

Blessings from God! (2011 version)

2011-12-30T19:55:00.001+08:00

I must say that 2011 was a pretty eventful year, so many things happened! Good & bad both the same heheh :) bcos God is fair!

#1- Getting into NJ & meeting my mates

I rmb how bad i wanted to get into NJ, haha super duper desperate!! Looking at my phone, texting athena during the first & second day of orientation for the whole day cos we can't wait for the news from mr sham & his replies were so slow... Was praying so hard while mr sham was talking to the principle, thank God we got in after a long wait haha!! Hmm but i must say studying in NJ aint easy. But.. its my dream to study in an elite school, so yeah my dream was fulfilled hahaha ^^

Adiv was awesome, hais i still think that the 4th position belongs to us. My free throws oh godddd!! I'll make sure my free throws hits 80% for this year's a div. Needa say that my seniors from the team are good role models: Hardworking, helpful, kind, humble & prettaye!! :D

#2- Representing Singapore for ASG

Didn't ever thought that i'll get to represent singapore for any competitions, its my dream but yeah i thought it was impossible cos I'm too blur & lousy. But(again)

NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE WITH GOD

right right?? So wohoo PTL i got my chance ^^ Even though i benched for most of the times, its like i only got to play in total for around 10 minutes for 3 games zzzz hahah don't laugh at me okay :(( At least i got a chance to experience something awesome :) God gave me the chance. Haha anw i don't think i'll get to represent Singapore anymore cos i think i think the coach regretted choosing me LOL!!

#3- Awarded 'Sports Girl of the Year 2011'

I DONT EVEN KNOW THIS AWARD EXISTS IN NJC LOLOLOL!! So ya hahah i was super shocked when one of the pe teachers informed me that i got this award. I was overjoyed but at the same time worried about how others will think about me receiving this award, if i deserved it or what. Cos there's like other girls from canoeing who are damm good too, like wayyyyy better than me in their fitness blah bah blah.. But heheh God's on my side so i got it!! :) Cant describe in words how happy & proud i am as in ya you know you know.

#4- Korea trip aka 'knowing my flaws trip'

THIS TRIP WAS DEFINITELY GOD'S PLAN!! It was super duper fun hahah but also hmmm, self reflectory. My parents identified and told me about their views on my behaviour & attitude blah blah blah. Its really time to be unselfish and i need to know how to freaking take care of myself!! Was very pissed during the scolding but after that, yeahhh i knew i was really bad i need to change. Thank God for using this trip as a 'lesson' to me :)

2012, TIME FOR A CHANGE.

Perfection

2011-12-26T13:40:00.003+08:00

How can someone get so close to perfect-tion?? The more i scroll through the photos, the crazier my mind gets :/ But he's like so awesome omgg I'm a sicko, got brainwashed already(by myself)!!!

BTW IM GOING FOR YOUTH CAMP!! My parents agreed to let me go ytd, very last minute huh muahaha thanks mrs yeoh for talking to my parents & also amos for the vacancy ^^ Imma leaving tmr, coming back on thurs :) Then trng again boohoo!! Hope it'll be awesome & not akward LOL!!

Bye Singapore!! :D

PS: I think i look cuter 6months ago, I'm so round now. How now brown cow?? :(( Give me a month okay..... Cant tank my ugliness urghhhh momma!!

MERRY XMAS EVERYBODY!!

2011-12-25T00:53:00.001+08:00

Wohooo its Jesus' Birthday!! ^^ Just came back from a mini xmas party with my
church friends haha had fun playing WHO WHAT HUH??, can't stay over though boooo :/

Oh ya just wanna say, don't ever eye candy/like a high-in-demand guy. It'll
get you nowhere, just make you go crazyyy gagagagagagagagagaga~ Sad life!!

IM SO DOOM OKAY, MY HOLIDAY ASSIGNMENTS ARE FARRRRR FROM
DONE. I WANNA GO YOUTH CAMP BUT THE THOUGHT OF GETTING
SCOLDED BY MY TEACHERS TELLS ME, NO NO NO I SHOULDNT GO!! :/

LOVE NJ, BEST SKL EVER!! <3 Cant wait to go back to skl on monday for trng!!
(Did you sense the sarcasm? hahaha i do miss balling though~)

2011-11-08T20:24:00.013+08:00

I feel like an idiot, really -.- You make me feel like one.

Mummy just told me that her doctor told her she has high blood pressure.

And she warned us not to make her angry? Hahah i think she should control her

emotions too. Not looking forward to the days my mum will get menopause.

I will go crazy! Now no menopause she like that already, then next time how? :/

Please say HI to me! Just a HI okay? LOL! He's sucha qt pieeeeeeeeeeeeee ^^

I think even if i have a bf in the future, he's still gonna be the perfect one! The

cutetest ever. Cant believe i fought so hard just to get to know him, awesome max.

OKAY SERIOUSLY, I THINK THERE'S SMTH WRONG WITH ME TSKTSK!!

GET HIM OFF MY MIND PRETTY PRETTY PLEASE!!!

2011-11-07T17:55:00.007+08:00

OMGGGG HE'S SOOOOOOOO CUTE!! ^^

How to control? TELL ME HOW HOW HOW??

MISSION IMPOSSIBLE!

Hehe sorry to dissappoint but i dont make the first move. Learnt my lesson :l

Everytime. You'll make my heart skip a beat :>

2011-11-05T20:43:00.028+08:00

YES YOU!! :D

Its the last week of pw, cant wait for it to end mannn seriously! But i think i will miss

my pw mates hehe ^^ Gotta complete my second draft of I&R after this, sian ttm -.-

The process of pw is really tedious, its like an extra burden during your whole J1

year. But YESSSS its almost over! OP on friday and i haven memorize my script :(

Wish me luck ah hahaha! Something funny to share! I literally stood in front of the

screen for dry run 2, i blocked 1/4 of the slide lol! Idk whats wrong with me hahazz!

I pray that i will be able to keep myself calm during the presentation :) An A for pw!

Caught IN TIME with @athenakhoo @cathay ytd! The movie was dayyum good

omg Justin Timberlake is hot :D $6 movie ticket and a free drink? So cheap haha

im super slow cos i always go to Gv for movies lol loser! Okay i'll go to cathay for

movies whenever im free after school, provided that someone accompanies me to

watch cos i'll never ever watch movies alone -.- Gotta catch Footlose, You Are

The Apple of My Eye and .. idk! whatever nice shows that are screening haha! :)

Training in the morning today! It wasnt tiring, but it aint slack too zzzz! I need to

train my stamina but im soooooo lazy to run!! And most prolly, we all have to play

full 40 mins games next year. Dont think we will be able to get appeals :/ Im so

worried but i wanna win top4! Haha we dont even need to fight for a place to be in

the team. We only have 6 players roflmao! =.=

Oh ya about the briefing i went last tues! The dean made me feel like an idiot! I

feel so dumb and stupid -.- Idwanna ever get into the list of students performing

poorly anymore! Even though i know im competing with 4 pointers and im only

a 10 pointer omgggg im gonna do this okay lol! WTS! The letter for parents is a

joke man tsk! They should have a different letter for appeals so i wont feel so

lousy. I failed 2 subjects hmmmm physics and maths :( Gonna work on physics

and practice my maths. I studied so hardddddddddd for maths, disappointed :(

Hehe im a happy girl cos my ec talked to me!! Not ._. though hahah!

Beast - Oasis

2011-11-05T19:28:00.000+08:00

I swear i'll just melt if someone sings me this ^^

Basketball stand -.-

2011-11-02T23:35:00.008+08:00

So for today's trng, we were suppose to complete 3 sets of 'fitness'! And for every set, we need

to complete 2 mins or more than that? worth of basketball stand. And duhhh other things also

haha! Each set of bball stand was epiccccc zzzzzz -.-

1st attempt:

*1min30secs* later, which means left 30 secs for the 1st set.

Coach: Okay tiptoe!!

Me: Waseh okay okay.

Mates: the face all dying, coach busy shouting hang in there hang in there..

Me: Whatever a while more.

*20 secs more*

Me: Oh shit dying, cannot already!

Coach looked at me and i gave up, fell down hahahah! :X

2nd attempt:

*20 secs more*

Me: Ahhhh shit omg omg omg!!

Umi: Hang in there, endure endure almost there already!! Cmon cmon think about _ and _ !!!

Me: Was forcing myself to think about ._. but nth appear in my mind LOL! I was thinking damm

hard i swear!

Coach: Okay up!!!!

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D

Me: Wts my mind was blank! Totally! Was forcing myself to think about ._. but failed!

HAHAH too cute to fit into my mind. Omg I'm disgusting hahaha chill ppl chill lol!

3rd attempt:

*20 secs more*

Me: My thighs BURNING!! *stared at coach* NONONO I can't already!

Coach: Yes you can!

Me: But... OMGGGGG SHITTT CANNNOT!!!

Coach: *nods head* YES CAN!!

Me: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Coach: OKAY UP!!

PHEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW! So this was my adventure, i survived 2 attempts ^^

You guys go try doing ball stands okay haha! Idk how will i walk on thurs or friday LOL! Crab-by?

INFINITE's PARADISE

2011-11-01T00:12:00.006+08:00

Ahhh my fav is the guy in white! Shit i forget his name, anw he's the leader :D Okay his name is Sunggyu! And then the guy in blue is the best looking in INFINITE awwww Woohyun <3 Lastly, the guy that wrapped himself in black is L, the cutest ^^ Okay i think i sound like some idiot hahah but they are good wheeeeeeeeeeeee :D Sorta rookie group won top chart for 2 songs?! Awesome babe.

Hehe i wonder if anyone reads my blog? And also does anyone actually bother to press & take a look at the youtube videos i upload?

You are a MYSTERY!

2011-10-29T23:12:00.035+08:00

@ church last sunday! :)
Hehehehe so... IM CURRENTLY BEAST-LY-ING!! They are so good omggggg :D
I like all of them! I wont forget about SHINee and INFINITE though, haha i like all

of them!! I mean everyone from B2ST&SHINee&INFINITE! They are all from

different 'era' as in the time they debut! OKAY STOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP...~

I got back my scripts ytd! Was pretty shocked by some of them. Like for the promo

papers ONLY, i got a D for econs?! I wrote wrongly for one question but i still got a

10/25 for it ^^ Then a B for chem is it? :) And then zhun zhun 45 a E for GP haha

thank God! For math, a disappointing S! Lastly, pathetic physics i got a UUUUUU!

Its damm bad lol i swear Mr Tek is gonna hate me for that! I left so many blanks zz

dumbshit me -.- Sooo i met the promotion criteria & im GONNA PROMOTE YAY!

Hardwork pays off people :)

And my promo grades are better than my overall grades WTS!! cos my CT results

were bad! Urgh but i still need to attend some briefing? Idk what is it about.. but i

hope nth goes wrong and everything will turn out fine! Really really wanna thank

God, i dont think i deserve all these blessingsssss from him :l But yeah i know he's

always there for me & you guys toooo! :)

AnwW trng today was horrible!! Mr Sham literally killed us -.- We survived though

muahaha! So we did 2on2 and ran, 3on3 and ran then 4on4 and ran twice!

Baselines & sidelines kills when you are superrrr unfit!!!! Im feeling so weird now

cos i dont have appetite after the trng lol! Which is good cos i can diettttttt ^^

Wheeeee!

Wanna talk about smth regarding ._. but i guess i cant since anyone can read my blog.

[HD/HQ] 091213 BEAST - Mystery

2011-10-29T22:50:00.000+08:00

Can someone please teach me how to do the 'neck dance'? Hahahha!
They are so awesome omggggggggggg!! ^^

BEAST / BAD GIRL（JAPANESE VERSION)

2011-10-29T22:48:00.000+08:00

BEAST IS THE BEST!! (Y)

2011-10-22T21:51:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAH LOOK @ MY FAT CHIPMUNK SIS!

Over the Moon ;)

2011-10-22T15:12:00.013+08:00

Check this out!!

Haha found this on facebook & its dayyyyum cool! Wts i think i will die of heart attack halfway through the ride lol!! Its in brazil! Idk how high is it but i know that you can travel up to 105km/h which is very fast!! >.<

Anw guess what? IM PROMOTED!! 99.9999999% SURE :D Athena too & all the bball girls wheeeee :D Athena and i promise to work dayyyum hard tgt, i help here with maths and she help me with my super lousy physics(im last few in the cohort i think, dayyyum bad)!! ^^ Cant wait for pw and chinese to end so that i can concentrate on having fun and revising my work! I was soooo happy, i screamed and hugged athena LOL! We're not suppose to know about this so yeahhh shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :X

Training today was hell, my stamina is like @#$%&*! I feel like an old auntie when i ran on wed? Idk but it was dayyyyum bad, i think i walk faster lmao! We must win top4 okay!! :D Mr Sham help me get my stamina back!! WITHOUT killing me though hahaha!

Army guys are dayyyyyyum hot okay! Freaking hot and cute omgggg!! Thats why OCS was pretty good cos there were quite a few handsome dudes! And i swear ._. will be gorgeous after he comes out from OCS if he gets in la.. And my son MUST get into OCS hahahah must train him to be smart and fit :> Okay back to OCS and not about the guys, i dont dare to shoot the gun lol loser!! Im so big size but im so timid haha contradicting huh!

Our class picnic failed cos not everyone was there at the canteen after the OCS trip and we didnt manage to finish the snacks. M&S's digestive is dayyyyum good, imma addicted to it :D You guys should try it!

Super random: 4 more friends to 700 friends on facebook hahaha!

Never take things for granted :>

2011-10-18T21:07:00.007+08:00

Hehe just realised i haven post my class photo! Anw it was taken long ago so yeahh some of them look weird here lol, haha but most of them are better looking now yo! :)

I still rmb how much i hated the class cos we're so separated due to our odd combis blah blah blah, but you guys turned out to be not that bad afterall! I must say most of them are awesome wheeee!! :) Though i know there are still some conflicts here and there but we still stay cool~ And i think im so childish to think that way in the first place that our class sucks or whatsoever! Really hope i can promote tgt with you guys, and that we can promote tgt as a class! Judgement day: 28 Nov 2011 -.-

Principals(is this correct?) & teachers, please show some mercy pretty pretty please. I really wanna promote! Im not dumb, im not stupid, i just couldnt think as well when i was taking the paper! :( I had season and asg so i slackedddddddd, ahhh please pretty pretty please i win top4 for the skl next year okay? Cheh juuuuuuuuuust~ I really wanna win smth heheh even if i retain!

Oh ya anw i think moe should seriously do smth to help dsa & appeal students! Bcos its like we have to train so hard for the skl.. and then we're not THAT smart as the others so we need to work extra hard! CMON WE ARE ONLY 17! why is our life so bad already?? :( Totally no life tskkkkkkkkkk!! period.

I always ask myself this question: Did i regret appealing to Nj instead of staying in Cj? How different would things turn out to be?

Shit, i think my vocab and grammar sucks!! Sorry people lollllllllll!

I GOT MY MAC YO!! HAHAH BUT I THINK I SUCK AT USING IT!! AND IM SO DUMB LOL!

Learning journey to OCS tmr, egggggcited much!! Cos most of us will be bringing snacks so it'll be like a mini class picnic hahaha hope our plan wont fail! I bought marks and spencer's digestive biscuits yum yum! Cant wait man, heard that trips to OCS are fun! Okay bye!!

Till then,

xoxo

Tell Me WHY?

2011-10-15T20:27:00.004+08:00

I STILL CANT FORGET EVEN THOUGH NTH STARTED IN THE FIRST PLACE :(
I dream and dream and dream about you.. So yeah, i should just continue DREAMING..

I WANT TO KILL MYSELF. I FEEL SO DUMB SO STUPID SO USELESS ARGHHHH!!

you need to know this, i really really like you :)

ELLO!!

2011-10-08T15:16:00.015+08:00

Wheeeee Promos is officially over!! :D Anw i really dk what to expect for my results like urghhhh, idk if i'll retain or promote. Its like 50-50 chance? So screwed esp for physics, the last paper. I was falling asleeep, tooooooo eggcited for post promos so i cant concentrate! Wts right? Dumbshit, worked so hard for the past 2 months but i think my effort wont pay off :/ Cos of my bad exam condition. Please no retain please please! I swear i'll work damm hard next year and at least get 3As for Alevels 2012 not 2013 lol!! Pw & alevel chinese after this, shagggggggggggg why is jc life sucha torture? NVM HOPEFULLY I NEED TO SURVIVE 1 MORE YEAR ONLY!!

On a brighter note, i went to have buffet with my awesome Jurong classmates after physics paper! Took cab & chiong-ed down. I thought my paper will end at 11.45 but i see wrongly is 12.46 lol. Then... halfway through the paper, the hall BLACK OUT lol joke mannnnnnnnn! So the paper ended at 1.06 zzzzzz -.- It was a killer. So yeah kiseki buffet wohoo! The girls are still as cooooooool as ever :P The guys are still as funneh as ever! Yangzhi with his cheena accent, ryan with his joker stunts, lucas with his white face, kianchong with his innocent look, etc lol! And... im still as fat as ever kekeke! Oh ya and eejin really like tai tai hahaha!

Okay so the guys went off & we girls went to shop after that! I wanna get the boyfriend shirt & the bag from H&M~!! :D Hopefully i can get funds from daddy&mummy so that i can get it tmr with church peepos! Hope tmr will be fun yay, we like childhood friends sia! Friends for like 10 years already? :D Okay back to topic. So yeah we watched SHARKS NIGHT! Wts it was gross, dont watch it okay lol! Totally freaked me out but thank God i managed to fall asleep at night lol! The sharks were.......... eating everybody one by one :( Continue to shop awhile & starbucks after that! Gossipgirls94 HAHAH! Outing soon again okay ♥

Need to meet up with ASS soon!! Miss them :/ And outing with the NJ bball girls! Must plan plan plan! Oh ya and bsc peepos also! ♥ Omggggg cant wait!! Thanks for being a part of my life everybody!! Thankyou!! ♥

LAST THING BEFORE I END THIS POST! DADDY IS GETTING ME A MACBOOK PRO!! WHEEEE ON MONDAY IM GONNA ORDER IT FROM THE APPLE STORE ONLINE OH YESSSSSSSS!! ANYBODY WANNA SELL ME THE APPLE MICROSOFT SOFTWARE THING? :)

2011-10-01T21:26:00.008+08:00

Hey guys! I juuuuuuuuuuuust realised how much i missed out :< Like really I.HAVE.NO.LIFE. You ask me what have i been doing? STUDYING. With who, friends ah? NO. I STUDY ALONE. Im like becoming so fucking selfish, i ONLY care about myself now like really urghhhhhhhh im so disappointed.So desperate to do well but i screwed up my econs ytd, was suppose to do pretty well but my 25marks essay~I hope it wont cause me to retain :l I wanna PROMOTE please please pretty please oh Godddddd! Its not that i wanna boast or what, but i swear i worked damm hard! And to the friends around me: Im so sorry but i think i changed. Possess by the NJ spirit: Mugger-ish & selfish :l

SCREWED

2011-08-24T21:04:00.011+08:00

Im very very very very tired. Really. I wanna sleep at 10pm everyday so that i'll have enough energy the next day but i cant afford to do so, i dont have much time left. I know i know its very contradicting cos im blogging here, but i really need a place to pour it all out. And im studying at coffeebean till 10pm instead like almost everyday?? Or somewhere else. And its like fffff when you come home and you need to listen to all the naggings and stupid stuffs. Not that they're not understanding, my parents are but still esp my mum she needs to be nicer. Just one freaking month of pure peace please. But i got got back my maths lecture test and i got a B? which is like wow. I thought i'll get a U or what. Thank God :) Oh ya im gonna spam 'THATS WHAT FAITH CAN DO' whenever i feel down or unmotivated or what, cos God is here for me thus NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE :)

And about THAT. Its not like i demanded the skl for it or what, i was shocked too. But cant you guys like congratulate me or what instead of those comments that brings me down & make me feel bad? Its like i dont think i deserve all these comments. Ahh yeah im still proud of myself though :) AND THIS IS REALITY ANTHEA THIS IS THE REAL WORLD WTF.

GONNA WARN YOU SEC SKL STUDENTS OUT THERE THINKING OF DSA-ING OR APPEAL-ING TO ANY GOOD SKLS LIKE NJC OR HCJC OR RJC OR WDV SKL. DONT OKAY DONT, YOU'LL ONLY DIE JUGGLING CCA AND ACADEMICS. ITS FREAKING NOT AN EASY TASK. ESP IF YOU GET MORE THAN 10 COS FOR MYSELF A 10 POINTER I FIND IT TOUGH ALREADY OKAY. REALLY, PLEASE HEED MY ADVICE.

Anwwwwwwwwww most prolly going for HC's 3on3 on mon with jurong peepos(miss them!) unless someone cant make it! Im really looking forward to it hehehe :D

And i think i changed so much. Bcos of the people i mixed around with my perceptions my thinking everything changed omg. But im still gonna love my friends :) I mean FRIENDS. LIKE REALLY FRIENDS. You get what i mean yeah. Okay bye, gotta study for chem and physics test tmr which are held early in the morning :( Goodluck people :)

2011-07-24T19:43:00.006+08:00

IM DYINGGGGGGGGG SOMEONE SAVE ME PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE!

I REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE SCHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!!!

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!

BUT I LOVE AFTER SCHOOOOL HAHAHAHAH! ^^v

2011-07-22T17:45:00.001+08:00

Urghhh

2011-07-22T17:03:00.009+08:00

I NEED A CHILL PILL AND I GOTTA BE

I was so stressed up that i almost broke down twice today but yeah i controlled and everything turned out fine :) Had my make-up Alevel chinese oral today!! Haha i was damm lucky cos the conv topic was on what the govt can do to improve on sports blah blah blah!! Wah i think i smiled when the examiner told me the question :) But i was too nervous so there are some points i forgot to point out and i was tooo eggcited during the conv i think HAHAHA! Anw yeah thank God man wohooooooooo ^^

OMG I THINK I NEED TO STOP EATING LIKE SERIOUSLY, MY SELF ESTEEM DAMM LOW NOW I THINK I DAMM FREAKING FAT AND UGLY OMG OMG OMGGGGGGGGG!! :/ I WANT TO START TRNG NEXT WEEK, I CANT STAND THE FATS ALREADY!! RUN RUN RUNN!! OH AND I MISS ASG!! TSKTSKTSK!!! :(

OH MAN

2011-07-17T18:14:00.009+08:00

Sudden thought:

Cant believe i eyecandy the same guy for almost 4 years already omggggggggg :/ Its like damm freaking long omg wts wts still remember stalking his blog when i was in sec2 gahhh!! And im in JC1 now, clap hands :)

Time of My Life!

2011-07-16T10:24:00.023+08:00

ASG 2011 was a blast! Haha im slow, but yeah it ended approximately 2 weeks ago? :/ It was fun like REALLY fun! We were living life for a week like professional basketball players. We eat train sleep eat match sleep eat play sleep... Haha life was freaking good!! Not like now -.- And wohooo we're at least hi-bye friends now right? He's damm cute omggggggg ^^ Anw we got 4th out of 4 countries oopps, told my schoolmates & they went laughing out loud haha but its okay team played well yeah! :) 4 games=40minsX4=160mins right? I played 4mins for the whole 'season' only hahah bench like siao ah?? Paiseh ttm -.- At least i had fun heh! :) USS on the last day, cool ttm. But i was so timid i only took the mameeee ride and not the blue & red roller coasters! Haha i bite ramona during the mameee ride like how i did it to jieying during the viking ride @ ecape when we were in P4, i was so scared lol! Im so sorry :X Alright, let the pictures do the talking :) More on facebook!

PS: Love the team, miss them so much now :(

Always asking for more,

2011-06-21T23:45:00.008+08:00

I prayed hard that i'll get into njc and promised i'll work hard, i got it.

I prayed that i'll get into main5, i got it.

.. I got shortlisted for combined schools/asg unexpectedly.

I prayed so hard that i'll get into asg even if im a bench player, i got it.

I TOLD MYSELF that even if i'll be a bench player in the asg squad, it'll be good enough.

But im not satisfied now omfg! I feel super lousy, i feel so useless wts!!! :(

HAIS, EVERYBODY ASK FOR MORE AS THEY PROGRESS TO GREATER HEIGHTS!

Why am i so dumb omg, i just want to relax and have fun, dont think so much pleaseee haiyoyo! Hehe :) Being assign to play almost the whole match was totally sian for me in njc or maybe jurong? But now in asg, im so happy when i get to play LOL! Hahah now i know how a bench player feels ah? ^^ Great learning exposure~

And im struggling between bball trngs & common tests revision! Im so happy too when i get the chance to sit down, take out my books to study and relax~ I want to own ppl in my results one leh, okay maybe not for mye ct hahaha too busy already! My maths and physics tutors are damm (Y), really love them for all the help and extra time they gave! ^^v Trngs, tution, starbucks/macs, everyday im either here or there, only went out once(with jamie) for the whole june hols! NO LIFE MANNNNN!!

I feel very blessed again haha!

2011-05-28T10:55:00.006+08:00

Back from SISC week! So nice to be back home :) Anw my skl didnt came for the competition so i was like a super-duper-slack buddy for the past few days hehe! I woke up at 10.30 to go for lecture on friday, shiok or what haha! Met vietnamnese friends & the awesome buddies so fun! :) Good things always come to an end, gonna give closing ceremony and farewell party a miss. Imma lazy pig haha cos i got tuition today and trng and church tmr! ^^ Oh ya btw Praise God i got into the ASG team, miracle huh! Hehehe damm happy! :) A month to prepare for the games wohoooo!

Goodbye Jeremy, i'll miss you! Seeya again when we meet in heaven :)

Almighty God :)

2011-05-21T20:27:00.008+08:00

'Strings Theory'; Mini OG13 outing on thurs! We were there to support Zhouchong, Perpetua, Qihui, Shaun & Joseph and not bcos we are interested in guitars ya lol! Wooot we bought them sunflowers, sweet right~ Haha anw i almost fell asleep during the concert, i was dying lol! But still managed to stay awake though :) Cant wait for another OG outing again, miss them!

Praise God that i got shortlisted for combined schools team/asean games team :) I didnt know how i got chosen, my performance wasnt as good as i wanted it to be. Nvm still got it anw! Yeah so its between the 2 teams, gonna get into either one. But obviously i hope and i want to get into asean games team haha! If so, the competition will take place during the first week of july which is after my common test! For combined schools, it'll be milo cup! So duh i want ASG! :) And and and ^^ will most probably be in the asean games team yo! Selection trial cum trng tmr, wish me luck! And im gonna be @ jingyi's crib before we go for trng tgt yay!! Love my life now :)

Another exciting thing coming up is SISC! Im the buddy for ACS(I)! Yeah i thought they will be hot guys but umi say they wont be cos she saw their photos. Haha its good yeah cos it wont be like too akward for me lol! Hope i will be able to make the week fun & enjoyable for them! Gonna make as many friends as i can, i need to socialise cos i think im kinda anti-social in school :/

Friday the 13th sucked

2011-05-14T23:03:00.015+08:00

My Adiv officially ended ytd :( Iadk how i freaking lost the game, screw the referee & my free throws! Hais life is always like that! Will definitely miss the seniors :/ NJC ADIV GIRLS 2011! ^^

I am so excited for SISC bcos im gonna stay in the boarding skl for the week since im a buddy wohooo! Cant wait to make new friends and improve my communication skills along the way heh :) But im gonna miss lectures and im already lagging behind! Didnt check the consequences before signing up as an sisc volunteer :/ Nvm, its a great opportunity cant miss it yeah! Common test all the way lol!

Take a look @ NJC model student :)

College day in skl today. Ushers duty! Haha we get cip hours & free food so it wasnt that bad lol! Hais the cher ask me to pin up my fringe until like idiot like that and im so fat wts! Gonna run as much as i can during june hols, no is starting from now. And im gonna eat lesser :) Give me a year, next year during Adiv im gonna be the best that i can be :)

Idk why but you're definitely more than an eyecandy..Why am i such a weirdo? :(

Irreplaceable :)

2011-05-12T18:06:00.001+08:00

'Reunion' with Jurong Girls on tues after a trashed game with hc haha! Miss them so much ^^

Clementi mall food court for dinner followed by epic photobooth, so ugly & funny!! ^^
Rmb the times~ The do or die situations we got ourselves into & emerged as national top4 eventually! I want a top4 with NJC'11 ADIV BBALL GIRLS tooooo :) If we win nyjc tmr, we will be in top4! Really wanna play well like in first round & help the team but my offense aint doing well which resulted in me forgetting there's smth called defense until jiamin told me after the match -.- Will concentrate on rebounding & defense tmr, I REALLY WANT A TOP4 POSITION! LET'S GO NJ! :D

Hey you, yes you!

2011-05-07T22:59:00.003+08:00

What was that for, like seriously? :/ Haha ask me how now, life sucks.
Thank God i have nice ppl around me like my church friends & my bball mates, if not i think i would have committed suicide already lol! Love the ball still, but not skl.

REALLY WANT IT!

2011-04-29T20:43:00.016+08:00

As much as i look forward to matches everytime, i hate going to skl -.-

Skl sucks like seriously! So much hwk & stupid deadlines that are meant to be met, they're freaking me out.
Lectures are going @ rocket speed, tutorials are fine though :) Except for GP! Thank God she's leaving yes!She's freaking good at discouraging me & acting cute wts! Okay yeah i give a 13 year old perspective but then does she even bother to help? Maybe i aint helping myself enough. Screw gp seriously, hope the next teacher is gonna be good. I'll definitely work harder :) On a happier note, we lost to RJ by 1 point yeah freaking 1 point :( It was so wasted all thanks to dumb me, so blur wts! The girl who shot the last shot was free bcos of me, i was at the other end of the court zzzzzzzzzzzz! No point crying over a spilled milk, gonna play even better & win TJ! :) Anw njc supporters rock! :) They are a crazy bunch of cool supporters hahaha thanks so much!

I love JB! 99.99999% of the people who watched his movie Never Say Never will have either been inspired by him or end up falling in love with him! He's freaking cute!! Still dont understand why ppl hate him.

Oh ya i want season to end asap, not next tues though! Bcos i have been eating none stop :( I cant control myself :( Damm guilty & sian! LOL idk how much kg im gonna gain!!

thanks motivation though idk who exactly this person is actually. :(

COMMON TESTS STARTS ON THE 27TH JUNE! 4 DAYS OF HELL MUAHAHAH! ^^v

Stupid Weather

2011-04-13T23:29:00.001+08:00

CMON LETS GET A TOP4! ^^v

God, please let my determination be at 101% till my season ends. Go Njc!

Maybe things arent that bad afterall? :)

2011-04-10T20:19:00.005+08:00

IM SEVENTEEN!! AND WE WON OUR FIRST MATCH WOHOO ^^V

TEAM WROTE A 'STORY' FOR/ABOUT ME HAHA LOVE THEM :)

AND IM SO HAPPY COS I GOT A LAPPY YAY YAY THANKS DADDY!

HAISSSSSSSSS BUT PI SUCKS TTM!! :(

:/

2011-04-02T20:30:00.009+08:00

I REALLY NEED A PLACE TO POUR EVERYTHING OUT, WHICH IS HERE. As from my msn pm: Just because of a moment of foolishness, i fell into a super duper big hole :/ And yeah for that big hole, im referring it to njc. I dislike the life im having right now. Like seriously. I hate everything im experiencing except for njc basketball and my mates. The people in school are.. really fake. In jurong, we gossip at most one a week? Or a month? In njc, you do that everyday. Friends aint that innocent anymore, you dk even if they backstabbed you. I hope nobody ever backstab me. And i must say, the ppl here are really weird.. I cant fit in into the environment, how i wished i went to jjc or sajc or cjc? Okay idk, i just wish i wasnt in njc. Should have really listened to advices given, i really dont like that place. Just bcos i thought i would bang into _ often since _'s skl is opp? I only bang into _ for one time in 3-4 months? Why am i so dumb? Like i will end up knowing him? Wts was i thinking! How i wish that one day he will freaking know that i enrolled myself into an elite skl to suffer just bcos of a stupid crush on him. Yes, even though i feel proud of myself wearing njc uniform while walking on streets i dont feel happy. I dont even talk that much in skl except during trngs. Ppl say i look 'dao'? I cant be my real self seriously. I feel like an idiot in skl. I aint making loads of friends, furthermore good friends. Everyday its either study or bball, study or bball, study or bball. I miss jurong, i miss sylvia and shaf, i miss everything. I miss going to church regularly, i miss hanging out with my church mates. And i cant seem to not tear while typing this post. God bless me.

Our God is greater, Our God is stronger

2011-01-28T20:32:00.003+08:00

Wohoo im so happy to say that im offically part of NJ! Appeal succees yay yay! Not only did the principal allowed athena sandy & me in, we also got the scgs point guard cheers! :) Awww bye cjc hot guys lol welcome to the mugger skl! Went down to Shaw to get our uniform cos the queue in skl was too long. The tailor shop name is BIBI & BABA hahaha joke! Definitely look like a nerd in njc uni haha. I dont think im going to alter the top with rubber since i dont mind looking stupid for 2 years ^^ Joining orientation on monday, hope it will be fun & not akward! Thank God for making everything possible, i feel so blessed :)

Haha cutest ever!

2011-01-11T20:59:00.002+08:00

So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again, :)

Thank God for my results, he's amazing! Njc ftw ^^

Best!

2011-01-06T10:51:00.010+08:00

Outing with bsc mates (childhood mates) on 3rd before the start of skl for some! We had potluck picnic @ Ecp! I brought damm nice potato salad hahaha :) If not for the rain, i bet it would have been super fun. Just as we were about to finish the first game, we had to pack. Sian ttm! Snapped some epic shots while waiting for the rain to stop. Tried to call cab but epic failed too. Wanted to go kbox but the place was inconvenient. Ended up @ tiong bahru plaza for Tron Legancy! ^^ Oh wait forget to mention smth. We crossed a highway in the rain wohoo! So chi ji LOL! If not for junrui i dont think we would dare to cross bcos it looks so life threating lol! Vanessa & I crossed after junrui cos we have long legs & are brave-er hahaha! It was really fun crossing the highway road, for no particular reasons -.- Haha! Tron Legacy was not bad onlyyyy bcos Narnia is nicer! :) Next bsc otuing scheduled to be @ Wcp during the june school holidays yay cant wait ^^

On the serious note, O results are out next monday. Im freaking out, what if i get 20 & above? What if i cant get 14 & below? Omgggggggggg!! :/ Shall put everything in God's hands & let him decide :) I think i would cry before i get my results, i can imagine how scared i would be! Lastly, i believe in destiny as in zhu ding de. So wherever i end up in, i believe is zhu ding de lol! So... 4 more freaking dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyys :( Oh God!

2011

2011-01-01T22:53:00.011+08:00

I must say 2010 had been 70% awesome, thank God for that :)

2011 New Year Resolutions:

1. Bring my family & friends to church, esp the ones i have in mind.

2. If i get into NJ, mug like nobody business. Dont retain pls. No matter where i end up in, i must work hard to glorify God :)

3. Play well in bball, improve my stamina. Strengthen mentality sibeh impt haha.

4. Spent quality time with family & friends. Cherish them!

5. Get over kpop stars lol! But not totally since its time to concentrate on studies.

6. Though the distance, do not be lazy & attend church every week haha!

7. Deepen my relationship with God :)

8. Dont just say i want to do this and that, but really DO it.

-Actions speak louder than words yeah!

May 2011 be a great year for me!

:(

2010-12-22T22:38:00.006+08:00

Have been bottling many things up & i seriously dk whats going to happen :(
On the brighter note, daddy is getting me a new phone tmr yay! Idk which phone to get though. Skl please start soon, i want to get things off my mind ty.

When's the next time?

2010-12-19T15:15:00.021+08:00

I love photos, because the best thing about it is that it never changes even when the person in it does. :)

Youth chalet was great! God did his work, every single one of us grew in him! And yeah we're so much closer & bonded now yay yay! ^^ Palau ubin was awesome but tiring. I think my grp came in last lol! Its okay cos we had fun & we learnt to appreciate smooth roads haha. HANANIAH ATW! Fun nite skit wasnt as good as other grps so we lost, again :( Had a pretty good laugh though! I wanna be a billionaire so freaking bad~ Just gonna stand there & watch me burn thats alright bcos i like the way it hurts~ Hahaha cool!! Narnia after chalet, it rocks!! Edmund & the-didnt-appeared-much-only-5-secs Peter are hot wohooo! ^^ Gonna be a Narnia fan lol!

Trng tmr, finally! I miss trngs! but trust me, i will get sick of it very very soon hahaha. And my mum gave me money again, see free flow of money lol! But daddy, where's my new phone??

SHINee ATW!

2010-12-11T22:34:00.002+08:00

They just made my day haha! After watching hello baby, my mood changed 360degrees (Y) Im still desperate for a new phone though. Church camp till wed, bye peepos ^^

Fffffffffffffffffffffffff

2010-12-11T13:35:00.007+08:00

Im super pissed off with my family right now. I feel like scolding the f word but i cant -.- My sis is so fake. My mum is sucha busybody. My dad makes empty promises. He said that he's going to get me a phone when he's back, now that he's back idk wth he's going to do with getting me a new phone. I will be out of home for 4 days from tmr, so do i need to wait till i come back? And is he gonna drag again? F. He asked me to repair my phone & he's going to get me a new one after Os. My repaired phone is spoiled & its so long after Os but he's not getting me one yet. F. F. F. My mum & sis, im not gonna talk about them. I just want them to shut their own mouths & stop bothering me -.-

Utah Jazz vs Orlando Magic in the morning (Y) Was supporting Magic at first till i found Gordon Hayward (points up) so cute lol! He's only 20 & he was one of the starters. Haha but he didnt played well though! I dont think he scored any, maybe 2? 4? Jazz won yay! Btw Lakers lost again bohooooo :( , gonna console my husband.

First half of the day wasnt great at all, hope next half would be better ^^ Skipped trng cos im having a super sexy voice & i thought my dad is nice enough to bring me out to get my phone. F no he's napping now -.-

Happy Birthday Minho!

2010-12-09T20:06:00.012+08:00

Hello Baby-ed for the past 1.5 days! Now i know why everybody asked me to watch it, its so nice & funny hahaha (Y) SHINee ftw! They rock man ^^ Im so jealous of the baby, how i wish im him or what lol! They dote & care for him so much. And yeah the baby's a cutie pie :) Just a few more episodes & im done! You're Beautiful down. Playful kiss down. Hello Baby down. Whats next?

Onew is 'GREEN IN COLOUR' ^^

Class bbq gathering dk how many weeks ago, just wanna put up the photo to show how fun our class is lol!

Yay only morning trng tmr, im so happy!! Hope i'll survive & not burn myself out bcos there's trng on sat (tooo) & youth camp from sun till wed! Wohooo :) Oh ya fyi i dreamt that i got 9 pts for L1R5 a few days ago, epic right? I told my mum & she said dream on... I wanted to reply her but didnt, 'Yes i said i was dreaming right mum? =/' LOL! Anw i have been coughing for 3 days already! I drank lots of water but it aint helping tsk. I want to enjoy good food, hope to recover soon like real soooooon! :( Haha fighting!

Last entry for today!

2010-12-06T20:17:00.016+08:00

NJ TRNG WAS SUPER SLACK TODAY WOHOO (Y) Slack dao.... even i this slacker also think super slack lol! Subway with sandy after trng, haha healthy kids :) Okay i ate subway @ ard 12. I went home, com & nap! My mum woke me up from my nap @ 4 plus for dinner! I didnt know it was so early until i came back for com after 'dinner' LOL! Dinner @ 4 plus haha -.- Dad flying off & guess what? He's going to get me a new phone when he's back yipeeeeee! ^^ Blackberry? LG? Nokia? Iphone4? As long as its new lol! Most probably slacking at home tmr, lazy & i think its better to stay at home since im not feeling well. Match on wed & thurs, hope i can give thur's match a miss! I cant see ^^v again this week, sian ttm seriously. How long already? Tsk.

BEAST'S DONG WOON (Y) Cute right?

I was searching up on KI KWANG without knowing his name! After searching on beasts' members, DONG WOON ended up being the cuter one haha!

Ushers' Outing to JB

2010-12-06T19:52:00.012+08:00

JB ytd with fellow ushers! ^^ Gosh it was damm freaking fun cos it was Food & Food & Food! LOL. But bohooo im having some symptoms of getting sick already :( Panadol helped me, its really strong but pretty unhealthy yeah.

IN MY STOMACH:

Root Beer Float.A&W Strawberry Waffle.Secret Recipe Cakes.Stove Bbq Lamb.Old Town White Coffee.Auntie Anne.Big Apple Donuts

I ate alot right? Haha thats why im not surprised im sick lol! More outings to JB, its so fun & cheappppppppppppp!

Haha im starting to enjoy doing stupid poses though its very unglam like the one above! I bet if i put it as my fb profile picture no one would add me up as friend lol!

ASS FTW!

2010-12-06T19:29:00.027+08:00

Outing with ASS last friday! :D Secret recipe @ anchor point for lunch, wanted ikea but twisty is halal but ikea's not. Tom yam noodle that i ordered sucked, puppy's & twisty's ones were so nice! Ordered ice cream for 7.5 bucks & can you see how huge is it?! Its damm big but we still managed to finish, thanks to twisty & me haha ^^ Fyi we shared 1 icecream i didnt ate 1 on my own hahaha! The 'outing' was fun but we wasted alot of time finding our way, all thanks to me lol! Queensway.IMM.Home :) Outing again yeah ASS! No trio photo =/

PS: A billabong wallet caught my eye & i went back to get it the next day yay ^^

14points pleaseeeeeeeeee!! ^^

2010-11-29T22:19:00.006+08:00

I♥SHINEE even though they didnt win any stupid MAMA award for me lol! ^^ Watched MAMA awards ytd & i was fuming like mad, super pissed off. I seriously wonder how the award recipients won their awards bcos obviously SNSD>2NE1 & SUJU>2PM! Though i like 2pm too, i still think SUJU is better! Wdv, no point wasting my energy over this lol! Friendly today with christ church as part of njc! Was bad as usual & oops i shouted WTF on the court, couldn't control myself cos someone smacked down the ball hard on my face when i was practically shooting -.- Wasnt a good game for me! =/ Trng was cancelled due to the rain & we spammed monopoly deal, haha so fun ^^ Went to library for books after that, borrowed a series of 5/7 books (titled seven deadly sins) hope it will be nice! Outing to escape theme park with little kids tmr, pray that it wont rain & i wouldnt be too huge for the rides LOL!

PS: Didnt got to see _ that day :(

Back!

2010-11-26T23:30:00.013+08:00

Thinking back, Os ended like millions of days ago lol! Omg i cant believe this, the post i just typed are gone. Thanks blogger -.- Nvm i shall retype tsk. Anw next big thang after Os: Grad lunch. Yes, grad lunch not prom nite. Place & ppl were pretty but the waiting for the arrival of main course was ugly. I was so so hungry & the 'ballroom' was so freaking cold, it was really a torture for me. The main course was nice though, honey chicken :)) And can you belive this, the appetizer was bread & butter (Y) I was shocked lol!! Pictures after that & home sweet home! Came back & cooked maggi mee for dinner, the food from grad lunch wasnt fulling at all. duh. Soooo secondary skl life came to an end. 4 years passed really fast & i must say i didnt regretted not appealing for fuhua bcos i belong to jurong hahaha lol :)Before i know, its time to start playing ball again! U17 is resuming tmr & i have to report for njc trng whenever i can! Yay keep fit anthea!! ^^ Its past midnight now & i have trng tmr at 1 oops! Bye & good luck to me acting as Jacob in the 'Life of Joseph' skit tmr for youth express! I really hope i dont make a fool of myself when screaming HALLELUJAH!! LOL! And i can see ^^v tmr yay yay yay!! :D Oh ya daddy bought a new camera! :)

your Attitude decides your Amplitude

2010-08-09T01:32:00.003+08:00

I just dont want to make anymore decisions that i will regret, again. :)
2 months to Os

SHINee

2010-07-09T23:05:00.008+08:00

Shit i think im getting influenced already, korean guys craze!! SHINee!! Onew & Taemin damm

cute!! Actually all also cute la omg!! :D I want to watch Hello Baby & the Noona thing badly but

Os is coming up which i want to do well badly too! The variety shows can wait but studies cant,

so just hang in there Anthea hahaha! Anw Qianhui can be SHINee's advertiser la! Awwwwww ;)

'Millions of years ago' Church Retreat

2010-07-06T19:04:00.006+08:00

Shalom Baptist Chapel!
Stop gawking lol!
Room-mates :)
G4M2 girls, what a retard look (myself) -.-
Huh going back singapore uh? See only jiaen happy.

I know no link but if i can make 3 wishes now:

Smaller feet!
Rewind the time to a a year ago :(
UHHH SHORTER I THINK HAHAHA!

FTD!

2010-07-05T22:42:00.003+08:00

Its not easy to play without much trainings together okay! But we still managed to beat like 2 teams? LOL :P

Espana

2010-07-02T21:48:00.006+08:00

Why is Torres always standing on the right hand side? Hmmm =/ Anyway Spain lets win Paraguay!

I think mt olevel oral was alright today, i want a distinction cos i need an A1 :)
I thought of that again while i was msging qiuyun just now, what if i dont get it? Huh how how?

BEST OF THE BEST

2010-07-01T19:59:00.019+08:00

MT OLEVEL TMR! IM NOT NERVOUS BUT IM SCARED? -.-
Yay A2 for emaths ge1! Like finally an A for another subject other than chinese lol!
Church Retreat was awesome ;) I wanna go Florida or anywhere in USA badly. Esp Los Angeles!
Im almost done with grad exam1. Flunked AmathsP2, ChemP2, PhysicsP2 = GG!
Junior's match with puppy just now. Clementi Sports hall, who dont miss those times? :(
Tibits releases stress! But im still not that stress lol. I want to go HC but whats my intention? Oops =/
Lastly, i think my blogskin is coool hahaha ;)

Choosing to Believe, No matter the Circumstances

2010-06-09T21:14:00.011+08:00

Everybody needs inspiration,

Everbody needs a soul.

A beautiful melody,

When the night's are long.

Cause there is no guarantee,

That this life is easy.

Holy crap! Church retreat is from the ending of 3rd week to starting of 4th week!
Idk if im going to miss any of the extra lessons, God bless me! Shit shit shit! Im just
going to put everything in God's hands & see how it goes. Im back on tues so i hope
that the lessons will be either on wed or thurs or fri and not mon or tues. Omg pls!!

Yay gLee later on. Yes like finally hahahah! Anyway first u17 match sucked heheh

LAKERS ROCK ON SPAIN ATW

^^

2010-05-22T20:50:00.015+08:00

Check out our craziness on my fb hahah but beware, its super uglam!

It had been 10 very powderful days since my last post. Shingzzz! Haha just finished

off Emaths paper for Grad Exam1 ytd! 99.9999% pass but 1.11111% get A! Sian i

put in alot of effort leh tsk. Nvm there's still Grad Exam 2 & Olevels :) School's been

pretty fun these days though its tiring to stay in skl till 4 plus 5. B3 for my chinese

from all-time A1 to B3 just because of my f P2 is so not worth it la! Walou! Was

browsing through my hao zuo wen book & came across my granny's writing, i miss

her chinese tuition so much, cant believe that i dread going for her tuition previously.

Oh ya my aunt is in Australia now, cool cos she's away for 2 weeks! Gold coast &

kangarooss! I think she is getting me a slipper as she asked for my shoe size yipee :)

Was done with 'The Last Song' two nights ago, the night before Emaths P2 lol! The

book is freaking nice & its the first time ever i cried while reading a book! Well done

Nicholas Sparks hahaha! The ending is veryy touching, omg i cant wait to watch the

movie. Its out but i dont have the time, shingzzzzz! Anyway i love Will Blakelee :)

Gonna skip GDOP tmr because i want to attend training because i have trials next tue

and wed because......................

:(

2010-05-12T20:47:00.018+08:00

Hey people! Do you agree that there are times when you can choose not to share
good stuffs with your friends though you love them? I agreee! Cos you never know
what will happen... :) (Dont worry its not you, just a random thought.)

English Prelim1 tmr & im slacking my way here. Im too attracted to my com tsk!
Idk why but i just felt really desperate to play basketball, really desperate! Cant
wait for sunday's trng, pray that it wouldn't be cancelled like last week's! Anyway
i think i wanna go far for Youth Cup now though puppy said that we are like one
of the youngest team & it would be pretty hard? I want to play more games unless
i suck lol. Sian there's no school tmr in the morning, we only need to report to skl
@ 1 and there's actually pe lesson tmr walou!

Yay grats Lakers! 4-0 series win to secure a spot in the Western Conference Finals!
Awwww.. jiayou Cavs hehehehehehehe! Oops it 9.36pm now, byeee!

One more thing before i go! MY DADDY ALLOWS ME TO ATTEND
CHURCH RETREAT YAY LOVE HIM TTM LOL! GOD CAN DO WONDERS!

2010-05-10T18:37:00.000+08:00

I TOTALLY GOT OWNED TODAY! -.-

HMPHHHHHH

2010-05-07T23:33:00.014+08:00

I think i look like my sister.

I think i look like my dad too.

Hey i look like my mum too ah!

Kay a week is gone! Buhbye! Been quite productive i guess esp for emaths, i had

completed most of the paper1s for volume 1 and starting on paper 2s now! I want

& i will ace my emaths ok! Chi paper2 was dissapointing, i lost 7 marks cos i dont

have sufficient time to complete the paper as i dozed off a few times hahaha! Epic.

All thanks to paper1, need to write so much! I still love chinese anyway, I want to

do my granny proud! And Happy Birthday Granny, imy alot! Bless us in heaven :)

Lesson learnt: I cant be too complacent about?/for? my chinese!! Eng papers next

week & Emaths papers the week after next, not expecting good results for Eng -.-

I dont agree that reading helps as i dont see any improvement in my marks EVEN

though i read regularly-.- So i stopped but im going to start reading again lol!

Youth Cup trngs officially starts this sunday! Desperate to ball hahahahah! Playing

bball with the guys during pe lesson is fun but its just not enough to burn fatssssss!

Trngs keep you fit, healthy & happyyy! :D Mothers' day on the way! $$ fly away!

I DRANK MANGO MILK TEA & ATE SHILIN SEADFOOD TEMPURA!

I FEEL SO GUILTY =/

Lets go GAGAGAGAGA

2010-05-04T18:53:00.013+08:00

They're the answer to why i didnt regretted joining basketball after all!
Eh look at that hahah!

Do i look like a pig here? Lol no right, more like a dog uh :)

Yay i got my a earpiece & the bass is pretty good! Ahh i miss bball trngs & matches

with my mates alot! Cant wait for Youth Cup & Church Retreat during the holidays

hehehe :) Anw Napfa sucked but Spa rocked!

Best season ever

2010-04-28T17:19:00.009+08:00

Jurong Basketball Bgirls'10 (:

Graduating batch
Taller ones
Jurong cum live around jurong ppl. lol
Katek!
Fishball! Hahaha
Tiny ones
Jingyi!

Crazzzysssss!

This looks like a family potrait & im the mum lol!

This marks the end of my bdiv season as well as my secondary school basketball

career. I can say that this journey was a pretty convincing one. I went through ups

& downs, ups are really ups and downs are really downs. I played for Jurong for 3

out of my 4 years, benched for one of the season though. Coaches that taught me

were great, i really appreciate laoheng & ms chang for believing in me! Not forget-

ting my mates, you guys made me who i am today! Without your encouragements

before the second aes game, i wont be determined to pull myself together. We

made it, our goal. Nationals Top4 though we know we can go even further. We

won supporters other then Jurong ppl you know hahahah! Anyway, im not going to

end my basketball career here. I will continue taking basketball in jc, i dont want

poly. Most probably dsa-ing, i hope the school i want wont reject me haha. Luckily

i signed up for Youth Cup cos i dont think i can survive without playing basketball

for 6-7 months? :)

Lastly, Jurong Bdiv Basketball Girls Team 2010 i love you guys!

Btw im going to johor during the long weekend muahahah! Thks to my sista's bdae!

26 April 2010

2010-04-26T21:06:00.007+08:00

I LIKE THIS!
HEY I BET YOU GUYS ARE GOING TO MISS ME CALLING _ HAHAH!

Team photos up most probably tmr cos there's prize presentation so pictures

spam okay team!! So far the team photos my face all cmi lol. We lost our game

today, kena trash! Zzzzzzzz.. I feel like laughing -.- but paiseh at the same time.

Proper post tmr to end my season.

2010-04-23T21:50:00.011+08:00

IF YOU WANNA SAY THAT JURONG BASKETBALL GIRLS SUCK, PLEASE SAY IT IN OUR FACES AND NOT HIDE BEHIND THE CROWD AND 'SHOUT' OUT OF NOWHERE. LOOK AT YOURSELF LA. WE SUCK, YOU WHAT? ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.... BTW GOOD GAME TEAM, MOST EXCITING MATCH EVER HAHAHA.

TOGETHER WE CAN!

2010-04-22T21:51:00.002+08:00

WE.ARE.GOING.TO.LOOK.LIKE.THIS.AT.TWOTHIRTY.IN.THE.AFTERNOON.TMR

WE DID IT!

2010-04-19T20:34:00.003+08:00

Jurong Bdiv Girls'09 :)

WOHOO WE DID IT, NATIONAL TOP 4! JURONG BDIV GIRLS'10 :D

FINALLY A LONG AWAITED NATIONAL MEDAL YAY YAY YAY YAY!

You all want what colour medal uh? LOL! Of cause gold la right?!

Btw i wanna thank God for everything, for making this victory a possible one :)

Thanks yay!

2010-04-10T18:19:00.011+08:00

We need to win unity by 7points in order to qualify.

I got a couple of D7 for common tests this time round.

My birthday was on 7th of April.

And i want to slim down by 7kg! In 7months hahahah!

Im Sixteen!

2010-04-09T22:11:00.015+08:00

My last match for Jurong is coming soon, but the next match is definitely not going to be the one. I.truy.believe.that.jurong.bgirls.2010.can.win.them.if.we.want.to :D

TODAY IS THE DAY!

2010-04-04T18:24:00.006+08:00

HAPPY EASTER EARTHLINGS :D

Lets celebrate that Jesus had risen from death and gave us hope. He's alive!

EVOL HEHEHEH

2010-04-01T20:56:00.018+08:00

Youth Rally last saturday was great! :D but i was really really dead after it, freaking

tired. I really thank God that i didnt miss it bcos of my laziness haha! Anw i think

the past week had been fabulous & i praise God for answering my prayers :) We

won woodgrove & will be qualified for nats top8 unless we lose to mayflower. Cts

werent as bad as i thought it would be but im not sure about the results, i might fail

some lol. Good Friday tmr! Gotta thank God for dieing on the cross for us for our

sins 2000 years ago! And finally a day off but as mentioned by ms chang just now,

next week is gonna be another tough week! Exclusive of tests though, weee! Movie

nite on sat night with team, yay pizza! YOU are the Way, the Truth & the Light :D

Lazyyyyyyyy

2010-03-26T21:49:00.013+08:00

I actually didnt know what idk for emaths till today, when i found out that all my
concepts for vectors are wrong! Lucky i found it out early if not i would be doom
for emaths ct2. I like trngs so much, hahaha i want to go back to sec3 when i can
play bball all day long & somehow not worried about my studies. March is ending
pretty soon, 6 more months? Ahhhh.. First match for nats on monday, everyone is
very excited for it lol :D Lets do well okay! Trngs for the next 2 days & my sche-
dule is freaking packed, i dont really have much time to study for ct2 tsk. But not
to worry, i know God will be there to guide me :) He has his ways yeahh! Speech
day tmr :( training.tuition.youthrally. I wonder if i would be dead by the end of tmr.

I MADE A FREAKING WRONG CHOICE TODAY LOL! HAIYA!

I DID IT I DID IT I DID IT HURRAY

2010-03-21T20:26:00.014+08:00

Came across this in fb & i find it so true :) God loves us the MOST, rmb it people!
Skiping dinner as i had yuki-yaki buffet for lunch. DIY ice cream was dissapointing,
i expected something much nicer. School starts tmr wohooooo! I dont wanna slack
myself away at home, im taking my Os this year okay! Dream skl here i come haha!
Holiday hwk cmi uh. Not even one single hwk done till now. I might do 'some' later.
Liverpool vs Manu tonight again! Torres, i trust you & your goals haha! Reds FTW
I cant wait for nationals yay yay yay :D I cant wait for common test 2 yayyyyy -.-

I believe

2010-03-17T23:10:00.028+08:00

I want to change my specs #$@!&% I chose the wrong one that time, its so freaking
big =/ After the big Os its either i gotta beg my parents to get me an Iphone & a pair
of new specs or i go to work earn my own money to get them myself! Cant wait for
Os to be over like now! Lol i haven even started preparing for Os & im already here
thinking bout what im going to do after Os :) Anyway, March holidays hadnt been
productive study-wise but pretty good basketball-wise. Idk why but im starting to
love trngs!! Haha epic. And i still wanna continue bball in jc, im contradicting myself
like wth. Few weeks ago i said i didnt want to continue bball & now i say i want to.

Team Outing to Marina Barrage on Monday! The big spread of food was great :D
I typed out 2 more paras after this but i lost it due to the stupid laggy laptop wthhh!
Im not going to type it again -.- Blogger should have auto-saved right? Pathetic.

My mum shocked me just now by asking me if i regretted about.. I replied no giving an irritated face to look steady. But deep down, i know that i regretted it alot & i meant alot!

WHY? WHY? WHY?

2010-03-14T21:26:00.006+08:00

I regretted not hanging on, cos it would be worth my everything.

yes i regretted

2010-03-12T15:18:00.013+08:00

Awesome three! lol
thanks for the photos mabel!
Jurong Basketball Bgirls 2010 :)
poor organiser=me

my face too pathetic tsk

hou weis (taller ones)

Thats why i say i need to go on a real diet :) See YA soon!

Freak out

2010-03-10T16:39:00.004+08:00

Haiz if the spaghetti & pizza did helped me play well the next day to get into finals.
Sports day is tmr & im sooo not looking forward to it -.- Its west zone finals tmr too
wohooooo CANT WIAT CANT WAIT :D But there's 'training' after the prize pres-
entation tooooo, sian lol. I want mac breakfast, kfc lunch & pizza dinner. Wow 5kg.
Friday is gonna be the last day of term 1 & i will be having my freaking physics spa.
This means that grad one exam is cominggggg! & My season is so not endinggggggg!
Bcos its not going to end so soon yeah :)

14

2010-03-07T19:05:00.006+08:00

Man City, please lose all your upcoming games including the next so that Liverpool
will get into top4! Thanks alot :) Best or last? Its all up to myself already. Jiayou P!

Percy (Y)

2010-03-05T21:54:00.024+08:00

PJ down, DJ to gooooo! Haha PJ stands for Percy Jackson & DJ for Dear John :)
The movie was fab, who said that its not nice? Its freaking nice man! Logan Lerman
is hot stuff. If you haven watch Percy, please do go watch it cos i cant express how
much i love this movie lol! Its a combi of everything, romance, fighting, etc. Its cool!
Prolly Dear John next wed as i might be free :D Trng tmr, pick it up piggy. What if?

I got a letter from bas today stating that im officially kicked out of the yog squad due
to failing to fulfill the requirements which is to attend trngs hahah. I seriously wonder
why am i always so lucky to get chosen into nats stuff with my wtf wth skills. Thks
to my height it should be lol & enough is enough :) Olevels is the thang!

Anyway praise God for everything i went through this week, be it good or bad cos i
know he had planned everything for me :) I failed 2 subjects instead of 5 which i had
expected it to be.

Worst day ever

2010-03-04T21:47:00.014+08:00

Same expression, different story ; My hopes came crashing down like nobody's business.

1. I flunked my Olevel chem spa! Shitzzzzzz
2. I felt like crying but i controlled as i had a crucial match coming up.
3. Controlling my emotions didnt made it better, i played as lousy as i usually did
& expected myself to be. What a letdown.
4. I seriously didnt knew what went wrong, for everything.

God is hinting me something & i trust my instinct : Stop basketball asap.
I think i had already lost the confidence i had in myself before Bdiv started. Fuck

Watch Out

2010-03-01T18:56:00.012+08:00

Good news Good news! Torres finally played after donkey years of resting and you

know what! He scored, zai right wohooo :D Reds won Blackburn ytd, 2-1! Gerrard

& Torres both scored a goal each, love them ttm muahaah :D Anw my next post will

not be so soon unless i am super bored. Cos my next 3 days will be pack with bball

trngs & matches :) I wan to watch Dear John, i wan to watch Valentines Day, i wan

to watch alot of movies but i dont have $$$$$$$$$$$$! F

P/S: I feel like saying that if i/we dont do well this season, i will end my bball journey

here. Unless there's an urge that i wouldn't be able to resist hahahah for examplee :D

i feel so funny

2010-02-26T22:40:00.018+08:00

Whats with my hair which cant grow?! It grows freaking slowly. Btw ignore
my gloomy face, its a candid haha :)

Yeah i'm pretty proud of myself as i managed to control myself and didnt used
the com for the past few days! All thanks to trngs & hwk that kept me occupied.
I rewarded myself with Autumn's Concerto ep20 and its wery wery wery nice :D
Btw as expected i flunked my ct like again when i was having my cdiv season 2yrs
ago! I failed 5 freaking subjects but top my class for chinese & 10/13 for history.
There's retests for both maths, if i get 75% and above i will get a pass on my slip.
Thank God i aced my amaths retest but for emaths idk yet, i wanna ace it badly.
I cant afford to be ban from bball by my mum again, it was like hell back then -.-
And worst still, i haven pick up my game at all yet. There's not much time left!!!!!
I need to get into WZ finals! Like who dont need to, like who dont want to? Sigh.
I dislike being a sec4 student cos i dont wanna end my sec skl life. What.The.Hell.
I haven been catching up with any soccer or nba matches for a period of time until
now! Now you know how busy i have been or everyone have been? Haiya even
Torres injury also soo long, i think he slack until siao already. He's gonna be back
real soon if i'm not wrong :)

Anyway to summarise it all, days have been horribly bad. Tsk sucker

Perfection

2010-02-08T20:39:00.007+08:00

I gave basketball as an excuse when i dont do well in studies,
I gave studies as an excuse when i dont do well in basketball.
And doesnt these adds up to, im not going to do well for both studies & basketball
huh? GG -.-

Its either i offense well & dont defense well, or i defense well & dont offense well,
or i defense well & dont rebound well, or i rebound well & dont defense well. So i
am really looking forward to a day when i can do well in all the components which
sums up to (points up) :D

Off to complete some differentiation sums, i hope they wont get too difficult. Had
physics & chemistry ct today. Physics was alright but Chemistry was patheticc, i
forgot to learn about titration stuffs & totally flunked the whole paper. I am really
ready to get scolded for whatever reasons =/ by you know who? Hahahaha

everything i want everything i need

2010-02-06T00:21:00.023+08:00

TGIF finally a break after a week of hectic school. Finally i can sleep late for a day
since i have nothing on tmr, it has been months okay lol. Was suppose to complete
80 outside shots & 40 free throws but i only completed 40 outside shots & 40 free
throws so far. Anw i just wanna say my shooting sucked today! I missed around 15
shots consecutive at the elbow, hoseh. LOL i never shoot well

Common tests coming up next week & i gonna chiong my sciences tmr, my weakest
subjects of all. Last first round match on monday vs hyss, long break after that. Yay.
I finally got my team shoe today, not bad but i looked taller with the 'heels' hahaha i
dont like. Contradicting. Speaking of that, shitttt i have 2 letter writings & 2 compos
to be completed asap, chinese. A1 for the july chinese olevel, no thanks to retaking :)

As you can see from below, its 12 plus now so its time for me to zzzzzzzzzzz.....
Autumn's Concerto is nice, Vaness is hot ttm! The show is going to end soon whoo
cant wait for the ending. I guess you gotta wait kinda long for my next post, ciaoz :)
Pardon me for my english, cos i am trying & working hard to improve! Ha like real

"With man this is impossible, but not with God; all things are possible with God."

Matthew 10:27

:(

2010-01-30T17:17:00.008+08:00

The higher you aim, the greater the disapointment.

The quote is for myself, not for the team lol cos i think we're doing pretty well
so far but yeah, tougher games are otw now. We can do even better though :)
Haven been playing well for the past 3 matches, its either this or that that im
not doing well tsk. I gotta get my game back before its too late, to apologise lol.
Common test are otw too, hoseh cos i haven been attentive in lessons n handing
in hwk on time due to ... my laziness! Uhh yeah n i seriously regretted stopping
to go for _ trngs =/ Anw olevels should be more important right? excuses. haha

Belated Birthday

2010-01-24T10:53:00.019+08:00

My fav pic of all time! :D I think its really nice haha, the sheng shiong adv if you
didnt realise. Haha kay so it was their birthday last week on 2 of the days and i
wanna do some sort of dedication? Ah wdv, just some things to say to you two :D

SHAF! Haha the older one first. Hey blackie as usual :) Happy belated bdae!
Okay this should be the 4th time i wished you, lst through sms then 2nd verbally
then 3rd on card and fourth here! Aye be honoured i think i wish syl so far 3 times
only cos the card i haven sign lol. Thanks for all the scoldings if you dont rmb, esp
during the 3on3 i really didnt know what i was doing then. Aiya if not $100 more
leh tsk =/ Haha and thanks for all your fine shots during games that brought us to
victory man! 3on3 esp, i did well for some of the games also okay haha. I hope the
3 of us will last long together lol! Even though we will be going seperate ways in the
future, we must meet up and go out togther okay :D Awaiting to you guys 17th!

SYLVIATAN! Hey younger one! Aye why you call yourself old bitch sia
should be shaf what lol! Should change to short bitch la. Haha thanks to your idea
to buy present and make bdae card for shaf if not we wont do it for you also. I
think i phrase it wrongly, i know you very smart one you should be able to under-
stand right haha! I seriously didnt know that we 3 are together always okay, until
i think is you noticed and told us lol. Sec 1 first photo we stand together, fate la!
I really thank God for great friends cum mates like you 2 :D Must thankyou even
more for scoldings cos compared to shaf you scolded me more? Haha and real
thanks to all you typical great passes to me, loop pass overhead yeah :D Wohoo!

To end off, i think we really have mo qi you know! Cos Sylvia i think your passes
always work on me and i can see that you and shaf too. Jiayou yeah bdiv is going
on the right track! Love you guys :D
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Grandma, im thinking bout the things that made you so great. Thanks for your chi
tution, thanks for the love you showed me, thanks for the last meal at crystal jade
cos you brought me there though you were not feeling well and i was so dumb to
not know that you were in really great pain, anw thanks for everything. Enjoy your
eternal life in heaven with God & granddad and watch over me too :) Rip and ilyvm.

MOOOOO

2010-01-17T15:03:00.010+08:00

All my subject teachers never fails to remind me about O's every single lesson. :)
Say here say there, back to O's. Say there say here, back to O's! I think they did it
purposely cos i can see that none of us is anxious lol. Aye cher, we act calm only
la we very scared one okay haha. Basketball have been taking up most of my time
though, studies come second at the moment :) 1st match this friday cant wait to get
on clementi's court, like real. I want to see barney! LOL :D Back to skl tmr, i need
to complete my hwk & memorise 20 eng words for spelling test after that. OMG

Faith

2010-01-10T14:37:00.011+08:00

'Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart.
Commit your way to the LORD; trust in him and he will do this:' -Psalm 37:4-5

I am gonna put everything in God's hand, be it studies or basketball. I need not
get worry or be stress about anything bcos i know everything thats happening right
here right now is definitely God's plan :)

Anw my bball shoe wore off last trng, its my 3rd bball shoe if i didnt rmb wrongly.
I pray that we will get our team stuffs tmr or asap cos i need bball shoes badly. I
dont wanna get a new pair. -.- Like real, but i dont think my mum will pay. Season
is starting real soon. yay! I really want Jurong to make it far this time round, even
further than last year's bdiv team. And so Jurong Bdiv Girls'10: To get what you've
(we've) never had, you(we) must DARE to do what you've(we've) NEVER DONE!
Why do the phrases Ms Chang come up with always so nice and motivating? Haha.

Skl has been tiring, bball trngs till late night is most probably the reason why. Its so
not fun rushing here and there for trngs, nvm hang in there cos it will be over soon :)
Lessons hasnt really started for sec4 topics but i can visualise how turf its gonna be
hohoho.*evil grins from chers*. I am kinda worried about my combined humanities,
how am i gg to memorise so many zillion topics! I really wonder how the once-sec4
did it. O levels results will be out tmr, cant wait to experience the tense-ness lol! btw
all the best to those taking their results and gosh it will be my turn next year :(
I have a super duper big task to accomplish tmr! Be brave Anthea, cos its now or never.

Hope

2010-01-08T17:16:00.013+08:00

Nothing seem to be going right. yeah idk why but i dont feel nice about it.
Thank God for the first round draw though, really hope that we will cherish it esp
myself and do ourselves proud! Anyway may God bless you :)

Bye 2009!

2009-12-31T15:22:00.033+08:00

So let me say goodbye to no.13 and say hi to no.14! No.13 has been not bad haha :)
Thanks lucas for the shot below though i look kinda stupid in the cmi posture.

2009 hasnt been a super fab year, it wasnt a super not-fab year too lol crap. Uhhh
bdiv to start with, still rmb how hard i fighted for a place in the team and in the end
i was already cfm in but just that my coach wanted to push me. Cool right? Then u-
15 was h.o.r.r.i.b.l.e cos i really got demoralised there tsk tsk. Know your limits you
know hahah but yeah good experience :) Bball next year is gonna be exciting, i hope
so. And bout my studies, gone case! Managed to passed with FLYING COLOURS
for eoy, really thank God for that cos i was struggling as i slackedddd throughout the
whole year -.- Family wise, i got alot more freedom (errr.. my mum still hasnt given
me permission to go for the countdown ltr) but not yet for today haha. I think we
got closer during this dec holiday wohooo! Aye Liverpool won Villa LA LA LA LA
1-0, all thanks to my husband yay yay yay! :D Newspapers have been saying Who's
the best? Torres! Natural born striker? Torres la! Haha ok here goes my resolutions :

No computer and tv, once a week. Preferably during the weekends.
2 books per month. Study hard for O's, the outcome is okay as long as..
Do my best for Westzone n if Nationals. Cant let my coach n mates down.
Attend church everyweek. Love God n others like how God loves me :D
Go out with family at least twice a month, strengthen bond.
Control diet bcos once trainings stops HOSEH AH! Muscles = Fats.
STRICTLY NO SLEEPING IN CLASS, GO TOILET WASH FACE
Support Lakers n Liverpool atw, no jumping grass! For Kobe n Torres :)
Stay happy dont get over-stress or whatsover, live life as it is.
BARNEY AND ....... AND ........ AND ........ AND ...... FML!!
ANTHEA CHAN FTW MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHA LOL :P

NO.14 BRING ME LUCK! ^^V
may everyone have a great 2010 ahead.

Expected the unexpected

2009-12-28T16:52:00.023+08:00

Uhh i seriously regretted doing so. Tsktsk why i so k-po sia, myob la anthea lol -.-
Many things to say but this aint the right place to spill them out. Yeah so i went to
fetch my sis just now from her skl which is my primary skl lol. Memories came
'gushing' through my mind when i was sitting in the canteen waiting, i wish i can
turn back the time :) Its really saddening when i see my pri skl mates mixing with
bad companies smoking or whatsoever, do you guys feel the same too? Like last
time pri skl all innocent innocent then after graduate all become ... totally different.
And yeah i went to Jurong with only a few of my primary skl mates like a handful
only, now all still guai guai type but those i am closer with got into neighbourhood
skls and became =/ Fyi this is not a random post, i wanted to say these long ago
but i didnt find a need to but now yes lol. If i do have kids in future, all i want for
them is not to mix with bad companies. Haha that was what my mum told me, she
is lucky to have me as her daughter you know lol cos i am not naughty. Cheh. :D

2.8km run n 50 shots just now in skl with Felina, Jianing, Shaf n Sylvia! I learn

how to do hand-turn-one-big-circle layup already yay :D Thks Sylvia for starting

the bunny-hop thingy haha. Fitness test tmr, wish me lucks man tsk. Wohoo Kops

won Wolves 2-0 that day n i stayed up to watch the whole game live, cheers :D

I want Seizairi's version of Touched by an angel cos its freaking nice, grats btw!

Team Outing

2009-12-25T01:56:00.021+08:00

Team

Table mates for the day!

With an extra uh LOL =/

Aiyoyo SH dont throw Torres' face leh, though i know you 2nd wife only!

Steamboat @ Seoul Garden was fun ytd! I bbq-ed myself for the first time okay! :D
Haha the butter only 'hit' my hands for 2 times n it wasnt painful so i became even braver n cooked a bit more lol. Meats were nice, the ice cream + brownies were nice too haha :) Couldnt tahan anymore so i stopped when i had to lol! Later stomach burst. They went off to Iffah's house after that but i didnt joined in. I went home to wash up cos i need to go to the doctor's, what a stupid fall -.-

Dead

2009-12-25T01:32:00.023+08:00

Went to check out the 3on3 photos after i read Sylvia's blog :D And for the reason

why i am so dead is bcos i still owe 18 sprints and 12 suicides! Which i will most

prolly pay back this sat if my knee recovers by the time! Team completed it today,

im happy for them but sad for myself cos i guess i am gg to die anytime during the run!

Stand 4th place very paiseh one okay, though i kinda like that number lol

Haha also cannot see our faces wth -.-

I didnt know that i have such a serious hunch back. gosh

This one at least better haha!

Others keep mistaking us as JurongWest bballers even after 3on3 end
bcos in the caption for this pic on fb: Jurong West .... -.-

I just came back from Christmas Countdown and here i am done with 2 posts! Cool.
Before i end off, BLESSED XMAS!And not to forget, thousands of years ago Jesus Christ was born on this day :D Praise the Lord and thank him for sending our Saviour down to save us :D

Scram off

2009-12-22T17:47:00.030+08:00

Stop making me feel so kiddy cos i might bash you, dont say that i didnt warn.
Cute picture btw. Outing with team tmr! Steamboat @ Seoul Garden yayayay :D
Gonna eat till my fill and burn all the fats away on thursday, killer runs otw uh.

Today, I took the bus to work and a sweet old lady got on after me and sat
next to me. Half way to work, she fell asleep n her head was on my shoulder.
Trying to be nice, I gently tried to wake her up before my stop came. She was
not sleeping. I let a dead woman lie on me for 30 minutes. FML. You should
know where i got this from, scary isnt it?

Rubbish

2009-12-20T21:09:00.043+08:00

Magee version of meepok + whole packet of caramel corn + bar of white
chocolate, adds up to my dinner + dessert for today. Mum n sis went for a
wedding dinner n my dad is still overseas so im home alone. Was bored
while using com so since no one or nth can stop me, i went to check on my
stocks n ate up some of them lol!

Dread for tmr's trng, i rather go for 5km run with my mates which includes
sit ups n pushups after that =/ cos i dont wanna walk! Uhhh you might not get
what im trying to say. Anw i really wonder, i have training almost everyday
but idk why am i not improving like others -.- This really pisses my off n its
really all about MY mentality on court (AHHH again!) its not about the skills,
though you still do need some. :)

Oh i have got smth to boast about! I RECIEVE $200 EAGLES AWARD ^^v
My mum was so happy when she showed me the letter n of cos i was too!
Typical me, wah money seh $.$! Intended to give the whole sum of it to my
parents but too bad lol its xmas season n i need to purchase presents needing
money badly, i will only be giving them half the sum which is $100! Aiya at
least better than nth right :) I feel so bad lol!

Eh Liverpool lost to Portsmouth leh, 2-0!!! I sacrificed my sleeping time to
read the live commentary n i expected Liverpool to trash them as they are at
the bottom of the table but whatheheck?!! Though it was a 10-men show after
Mascherano got a red card, i still believed that Liverpool is SO gonna win.
In the end =/ Aiyoyoyo, haha kay guess im done with today's post :D There's
a packet of kinder bueno in front of me now! Should i or should i not? LOL