Worst day ever

Same expression, different story ; My hopes came crashing down like nobody's business.

1. I flunked my Olevel chem spa! Shitzzzzzz
2. I felt like crying but i controlled as i had a crucial match coming up.
3. Controlling my emotions didnt made it better, i played as lousy as i usually did
& expected myself to be. What a letdown.
4. I seriously didnt knew what went wrong, for everything.

God is hinting me something & i trust my instinct : Stop basketball asap.
I think i had already lost the confidence i had in myself before Bdiv started. Fuck