Always asking for more,

I prayed hard that i'll get into njc and promised i'll work hard, i got it.

I prayed that i'll get into main5, i got it.

.. I got shortlisted for combined schools/asg unexpectedly.

I prayed so hard that i'll get into asg even if im a bench player, i got it.

I TOLD MYSELF that even if i'll be a bench player in the asg squad, it'll be good enough.

But im not satisfied now omfg! I feel super lousy, i feel so useless wts!!! :(

HAIS, EVERYBODY ASK FOR MORE AS THEY PROGRESS TO GREATER HEIGHTS!

Why am i so dumb omg, i just want to relax and have fun, dont think so much pleaseee haiyoyo! Hehe :) Being assign to play almost the whole match was totally sian for me in njc or maybe jurong? But now in asg, im so happy when i get to play LOL! Hahah now i know how a bench player feels ah? ^^ Great learning exposure~

And im struggling between bball trngs & common tests revision! Im so happy too when i get the chance to sit down, take out my books to study and relax~ I want to own ppl in my results one leh, okay maybe not for mye ct hahaha too busy already! My maths and physics tutors are damm (Y), really love them for all the help and extra time they gave! ^^v Trngs, tution, starbucks/macs, everyday im either here or there, only went out once(with jamie) for the whole june hols! NO LIFE MANNNNN!!