SCREWED

Im very very very very tired. Really. I wanna sleep at 10pm everyday so that i'll have enough energy the next day but i cant afford to do so, i dont have much time left. I know i know its very contradicting cos im blogging here, but i really need a place to pour it all out. And im studying at coffeebean till 10pm instead like almost everyday?? Or somewhere else. And its like fffff when you come home and you need to listen to all the naggings and stupid stuffs. Not that they're not understanding, my parents are but still esp my mum she needs to be nicer. Just one freaking month of pure peace please. But i got got back my maths lecture test and i got a B? which is like wow. I thought i'll get a U or what. Thank God :) Oh ya im gonna spam 'THATS WHAT FAITH CAN DO' whenever i feel down or unmotivated or what, cos God is here for me thus NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE :)

And about THAT. Its not like i demanded the skl for it or what, i was shocked too. But cant you guys like congratulate me or what instead of those comments that brings me down & make me feel bad? Its like i dont think i deserve all these comments. Ahh yeah im still proud of myself though :) AND THIS IS REALITY ANTHEA THIS IS THE REAL WORLD WTF.

GONNA WARN YOU SEC SKL STUDENTS OUT THERE THINKING OF DSA-ING OR APPEAL-ING TO ANY GOOD SKLS LIKE NJC OR HCJC OR RJC OR WDV SKL. DONT OKAY DONT, YOU'LL ONLY DIE JUGGLING CCA AND ACADEMICS. ITS FREAKING NOT AN EASY TASK. ESP IF YOU GET MORE THAN 10 COS FOR MYSELF A 10 POINTER I FIND IT TOUGH ALREADY OKAY. REALLY, PLEASE HEED MY ADVICE.

Anwwwwwwwwww most prolly going for HC's 3on3 on mon with jurong peepos(miss them!) unless someone cant make it! Im really looking forward to it hehehe :D

And i think i changed so much. Bcos of the people i mixed around with my perceptions my thinking everything changed omg. But im still gonna love my friends :) I mean FRIENDS. LIKE REALLY FRIENDS. You get what i mean yeah. Okay bye, gotta study for chem and physics test tmr which are held early in the morning :( Goodluck people :)